Saturday, January 16, 2010

Working out

I hate to repeat myself but I can't believe I'm actually doing this.


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Friday, January 15, 2010

The new me.

It's 7:26am the sun hasn't even bothered getting up yet, but I am at the gym. This new me is so unlike the old me sometimes I'm not so sure what to do with her!


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Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Hit the gym this morning


Yay me. Now off to play with the babies!

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Thursday, December 31, 2009

Happy New Year!

The boys made it to midnight just as they did last year. It's impressive to me since I didn't make it till midnight in the midst of a party in which most years I collapsed on the floor in whatever room I happened to be standing in, until I was 10 years old. At 7 and 4 they have me pretty beat.

The last 8 minutes were excruciating for 4. Poor baby. He couldn't wait to go to bed and yet he's still awake.

He's not had the greatest of days. Four woke up this morning with hives. I've yet to figure out just what did it. I had purchased some new clothes for him which I didn't wash before allowing him to wear them, but this isn't unusual and he's never had hives before. I've been trying to think of everything he's ate and what not. Bless his heart he looks awful and the Benadryl the doctor told me to use has put him in the most horrible mood.

He's cried today because:

"Mommy, I miss Christmas, Christmas all gone now."
"Bubby _____ (Insert any of the following: hit me, touched me, breathed on me, wouldn't go away...)!"
"Mommy, you hate me."
"Mommy, I want two cookies, I don't want dinner, two cookies, and two cupcakes, I'm too full for dinner."

It's hard to believe it's 2010. Sometime about March I'll get used to saying 2010. Here's to a better year!

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

New Years

1. What did you do in 2009 that you’d never done before?

Learned to care for twins by myself. Cared for twins by myself. Learned to run. Found an exercise regimen that I actually don't hate. Watched a boy turn 7, another turn 4.

2. Did you keep your new year’s resolutions, and will you make more for next year?



Didn't make one last year.

This year...I'm going to make being healthier a bigger priority. Make me a bigger priority.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?



Yep

4. Did anyone close to you die?



Yeah.

5. What countries did you visit?



I have a feeling my answer is going to be the same on this one for quite a while: none outside of the country in which I currently reside.

6. What would you like to have in 2010 that you lacked in 2009?

Less stress.

7. What dates from 2009 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?

January 2nd 2009 Welcome baby Cole!
July 11th 2009 Welcome Sydney and Graham!

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?



The commitment to weight-loss. And TWO babies!

9. What was your biggest failure?



The same thing I’ve said for the last several years: the moments when I’ve been less than the parent I want to be.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?



Yes! FLU

11. What was the best thing you bought?



By far, my ongoing personal training sessions have been the best money I’ve ever spent. Those sessions are continually teaching me I’m capable of so much more than I give myself credit for, and that positive energy has influenced every aspect of my life.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?



Whitney Houston - Welcome back girl...yeah you're stronger than you think.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?



Mr. West...I'm going to let you finish but...

14. Where did most of your money go?



Mortgage, Gym.

15. What did you get really excited about?

The babies!

16. What song will always remind you of 2009?

Be Careful by Brooke White, since Graham LOVES it and I've played it 1000 times!

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:


– happier or sadder? Same
– thinner or fatter? Thinner, a little. Stronger, at any rate.


– richer or poorer? Financially poorer, definitely.

18. What do you wish you’d done more of?



Riding

19. What do you wish you’d done less of?



Stressing

20. How did you spend Christmas?



At home, just my little family and I.

21. Did you fall in love in 2009?

With Cole, Sydney and Graham

22. What was your favorite TV program?



Glee

23. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?



No.

24. What was the best book you read?

Can't remember.

25. What was your greatest musical discovery?


Michael Buble

26. What did you want and get?

an I phone

27. What did you want and not get?

Peace

28. What was your favorite film of this year?



Avatar in 3D.

29. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?



I think there was cake.

30. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?



The kids, less worry.

31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2009?

Yoga Pants Every Day.

32. What kept you sane?



My computer

33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?

Taylor Swift. You go girl!

34. What political issue stirred you the most?



Universal Health Care

35. Who did you miss?



Kids when I'm not with them.

36. Who was the best new person you met?



Alicia

37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2009.



That I can do it, really.

38. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.



isnt it sad we're insane, playing the games that we know end in tears, games we've been playing for thousands and thousands.....

Monday, November 23, 2009

I'm back!

I know your thinking I've fallen off the face of the planet, I haven't been around for shoot, a month, two?

Actually I'm doing better than ever at this new way of life thing. Three weeks ago I joined a gym. No crap. And hired a personal trainer. Who is a male version of Jillian off of biggest looser. He pushes me, till I think I'll surely die. Lying RUNNING up 5 flights of stairs, by the time I get to the top, not only do my legs feel like rubber and those last few steps are like nearly impossible to make, but I also Can Not Breath for coughing up my lungs. Ah, fun! Really it kinda is, and I'm kinda getting used to the way my body hurts the morning after.

I've lost weight, but I don't know how much, I'm only allowed to weigh with the trainer, and at first I have to wait six whole weeks before I can weigh with him again, then about every 3 weeks after that. I know I've lost because my clothes aren't fitting and yesterday I went to buy a dress for the Christmas dance, and I tried on the 2x I was wearing and it's a tent. So, I ended up buying a LARGE!!!

A few weeks before I joined the gym, I had a bad bike accident. I flipped the bike and could have hurt one of my kids, (thank GOD I took the force when he flipped over on ME)and well, my older kid was watching, and I realized that well. I needed to do something else.

The babies are older now and while they don't sleep through the night they only wake up once, sometimes twice, which is better than every single hour someone being up! Thanksgiving is right around the corner, and the day after I'm participating in a boot camp. Yes. I'm crazy!

Anyway, I'll be reading up on all of you when I get the chance!

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Sunday Slimdown with Bloggest Loser 3.0

I weighed this morning and haven't lost or gained since last week so I'm not taking a picture.

It's been a hard week for various reasons.

Maybe I'll share later, maybe not, but to say anything now would disrespect my friends loss.

Paula (My friend Marti's mom) died yesterday morning. Only 62.

My heart is sad for my friend.

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